why do i still think about u?

its 5am. i woke up afraid cause u were in my dream again. why do i always keep thinking bout u? i really dont know. i try not to. its been like what. 3-4 years now? why cant i get u out of my head. i' still trying to. my dream. i dreamed of us. being close. like before? duwan talk bout the stuffs we do lar. i just forced myself to wake up. i didnt want to think about u. i dont want to have feelings towards u. wonder why am i still thinking bout u after so long. haih. nvm forget it. i'll just keep telling myself that i do not care anymore. thats all. and hopefully i'll never see u in my dreams again.