life with u has always been good =]

tuesday*
went to kfc for lunch with baby girl during her break. den headed to maybank to open my debit card/atm. after postpone-ing for nearly 2 months. lol. bought guava for my silly guava baby girl xD den we went back home to check out some movies. decided to watch tropic thunder. lol starting was kinda slow. but after awhile it got more and more interesting. and hilarious. hahaha great movie though. ofcoz with a great date, any movie would be the best xD after the movie. went to eat dinner with mom. me baby and my mom ate claypot chicken rice. yum yum~ saw sue ann outside blitz. hahaha stoning on the chair. too bad she couldn't see me xD anyway after that went back home to rest for awhile. watched good luck chuck and sent baby back home. though the day was simple. i had a happy day with her xD she's so so cute. and she's allllll mine xD

p/s: i'll always stay inlove with you

updates*

sunday*
woke up late.
couldn't sleep the night before. slept at six.
woke up at 1 that day. went for lunch with bro. and went snooker after that with sherman and sian hoo.
this time played alot better xD
anyway after that went back home to rest rest rest.
went to find bro at dumc for awhile. and then dinner.
after that went back home.
and den went to white castle with sian hoo sherman ngai hong ezmir and leon.
place was great. air conditioned and all.
planning to try the restaurant there called something basil.
recomended by sherman and sian hoo.
serves thai food?? hahaha one day one day.
hmmmm came back home at 2??
someone promised to stay awake while i drove home but she fell asleep instead =(
so now she owe's me a big big hug and a long long kiss xD
hahaha. thats all!!

saturday*
after work picked baby girl up from her house.
had chores to do while mom was in cambodia enjoying herself.
had to wash my car. take in the dried clothes. wash clothes. clean house. clear up everything.
lol and den at 3 we went to zarul's open house.
went with bb, jun yang sherman sian hoo jazz and shermaine.
went back around 5? and we went snooker for awhile.
bad luck that day eh?? every ball i shot missed--
anyway after that we all went back home. jazz and jy came over for awhile.
watched mamma mia. bathed. rest. til night. jy went back. zarul came over.
and den we decided to go to lokman's open house.
there was lotsa lotsa food. fed baby til she was bloated xD
there was err grilled lamb beef chicken. fried rice. lotsa dishes. char kuey teow. curry mee. satay. ice kacang and alot more.
lol. after that went back home. the enddddd~~

friday*

took half day leave. plans with baby girl gong and leng.
after work headed to baby's college to pick her up.
after that went to ribs for lunch. had tofu and chicken rice and seafood with cream sause pasta.
after lunch went to sungai wang with baby and leng.
walked around sg wang. place was so short my head could hit the ceiling--
walked and walked and walked.
so many shops left and right til i didnt know where i was.
lucky we had our tour guide leng to tell us where to go.
thats her hang out place anyway xD
after sg wang went to pyramid.
went skating with baby and gong and leng and her boyfriend as well.
i cant skate with their cheapskate shoes which are so dam blardy heavy--
hurts my ankles so badly til now i have one big lubang at my ankle. took a picture to show u guys xD
anyway after that. leng's bf went off to langkawi.
me baby, gong and leng was wandering around bout where to eat and what to do. decided to eat chicken rice at the end.
went to giant supermarket inside got chicken rice shop.
hahaha ate like we were family xD
after that went back home. checked some movies.
decided to watch bangkok dangerous at cineleisure curve.
watched til 11.30 and we went back home.
it's been awhile since me and baby went out a whole day playing around. lol.
had alot of fun. but my leg hurts badly now-- here are the picture for that day.

Ribs* lunch

skating*

size 11! so dam heavy!-- baby's mini feet so cute la xD
me and gong fooling around while waiting for the skating ring to be cleared.
leng and her bf*
(look it was the armpit shot picture!xD)

sorry i'm no good at skating.
couldn't bring u around like the last time u skated with others.
sorry i'm so useless =(

i know things are kinda down now.
but i promise you i wont give up.
i just need you to hold my hand.
and tell me u love me.
those words will keep me going on forever.
i love you.

i know

i know things are kinda down now.
but i promise you i wont give up.
i just need you to hold my hand.
and tell me u love me.
those words will keep me going on forever.
i love you.

i know

kiki lala kaka lili xD

nothing much to update about lately.
i think.
if there is i cant rmb.
lol. my head is empty right now.
all there is.
is a picture of her.
things are settling down i think.
slowly time passes by.
minutes by minutes.
seconds by seconds.
the love i have for you seems to grow deeper each and every day.
times we spent together makes me feel more alive than ever.
you make me feel a thousands times better when ur right by my side.
i love you.
and i thank you for giving me such lovely memories.
i hope the memories wont stop coming.
and i hope our love will never end.
ur my baby girl.
u always will be ngpeichi=]

i treasure you

these days arent really that great. have been arguing with baby girl every once awhile. cause i always cause problems i guess. questioning her bout stupid stuffs. when i should know she would get angry if i'd ask. lotsa problems these days. baby tired of working. me feeling useless to her. and alot more lah. lazy write down-- some unexplainable sumore. so anyways. i just wanted to say. every question i ask you. i ask because i want to know. and i want to know that u really do love me?? yeah. even tho i kno u've showed or told me a thousand times. the stuborn me just wants more=\ i want every minute every second of you. i want you all to myself. i'll admit i'm selfish. i'm sometimes childish. thinking like an inmatured kid. like u said i always ask stupid questions. but the reason why i sometimes behave this way. is because i'm afraid of losing you my precious. i'm scared that you might one day walk away from me or maybe someone stealing u away from me. i cry thinking bout those thoughts. u might ask why i always say i will lose you or something like that. well its because i'm not confident with myself. i'm not good at anything. bad at alot of things. always causing troubles. giving you headaches. even making u cry sometimes. i'm sorry. i promise i wont anymore. i know i sound childish now. but yeah. maybe i am. you nowadays always say we dont click with each other at anything. i hate it when u say that u know?? seriously. i really hate it. i'm trying so dam hard to make things better. i say what also wrong. i dunno wad to say ad. i sometimes just wished u could give in a little?? nvm. i guess its my fault ur like that. i'm always against you in your opinion. thats what you think. haih you dont know this but i worry about you alot. sometimes u want to walk alone. i dont know why. to let go of your anger?? i dont know why. but whenever u get mad and u want to walk by yourself. i get scared. scared that something might happen to you. i dont like it when ur alone. i dont like it when others stare at you. i hate it when others even touch you. but whenever i say anything about it. u sometimes get pissed off. and would be mad with me. i'm sorry baby that i'm like that. i want all your attention. i want all your love. i want everything. i know i myself would give anything just to be with you. you're my everything now. i depend my life on you.

okay whatever i wrote doesnt really matter.
the only thing that matters now is.
i'm gonna appreciate you.
give you all my love and attention.
tolerate any problems.
listen to whatever you want.
will not question your doings.
wont every make you mad again.
cause i really dont want to lose you.
i treasure you baby girl.
i dont ever wanna see you walk away from me.
i love you.

if one day. i lose you. i will look back to all our pictures. and cry.
because i know. i've lost the thing i treasured most in my life.

tuesday*

went to pyramid with baby girl today.
went round and round asian avenue to find this stall called crystal diy.
couldn't find it so asked the guards. 3 guards escorted us round and round xD
still couldnt find!!!== char dou. and then called melia. and while we called. we saw it already.
it was right infront of the god damn entrance.
lol. felt so stupid. anyway baby did french mani. and yeah. i did as well-- one finger nie!!
hers cost 2 bucks a finger while mine cost 3?!?!?!
baby says its because i have long and girlish fingernails--
lol now we have look alike nails.
and we did manicure together!xD
first time. weird. girl was laughing while doing it for me.
and she said " careful not to hit anything for the next 2 hours" in a very weird way --
hahaha anyway after that. went back home.
went to get my car!!! finally! its back from the hospital.
after 5 days of suffering without her.
she's back xD couldn't stop blasting songs. felt kinda different though.
used to auto ad i guess.
hahaha anyway after that went to gong's house to watch "flight of the living dead"
lol gong's lil sis ching watched with us for awhile. and then she ran out cause it was too disgusting--
hahaha anyway movie was scary but kinda stupid-- no ending movies. hate*
anyway after that send baby home.
lol i had alot of fun with you baby girl=]
our days might sound and seem simple.
but the times we spent together are somehow special always.
everyday every hour every minute we spend together will always be in our memories forever =]
unless if we get old or memory loss. hahahah. but i promise we'll always be together k?
hmmmm thats all for this post. wanna see my manicure? hahaha. pictures at the bottom...

cute eh??



















let the pictures do the talking =]
i'm lazy to blog now. byeeee!

our day at bangsar*

she's all mine!!blueks!

my shoe accidentally hurt baby's finger. so took tissue paper and wrapped around her finger while sticking it with sticky tape since we didnt have any plaster xD

baby doing some shampoo advertisment xD
so silky smooth and shiny hair worrrrrr~~

preparing for modeling =X

pose baby pose!xD

sad sad baby*

fierce baby*

pirate with no eyes baby*
egyptian baby xD

was sleeping on my baby's lap.
didnt feel very good.
was still very very sick.
its so darn comfortable i could sleep there everyday xD

the extra long hair( scarf ) XD

us bored and playing around xD
she's my baby girl and i love you so so much!!!=]

and more and more pictures xD

i have no head--

my hair's longer!!!

drawing some stuffs on baby's diary.

it was actually a day after our first month together. didnt get to hang out the day before. so we decided to have a belated month together dinner??xD seafood platter!! with prawns marinara dory fish and rice. rice didnt taste that good. but the rest was great.

ear rings that i bought for baby??xD
its been awhile since she wore one.
so yeah. big big ones are the type she loves??
with art on them ofcoz =]

still many more pictures to come. will update again when i get them from baby girl =]