someone special*

time flies i could say xD its been what now. 3 years++ since we've first know each other?? hahaha i guess i cant change my feelings towards you. its just this feeling i get whenever i'm with you. u give me a special feeling =] i feel happy. i feel sometimes sad. i become protective. i've never really cared about anyone this much i could say. i still remember our first hug. also our first kiss. hahahaha that was really something special to me. you appearing in my life is special. u've turned my world upside down. made me do things i'd never do. make my head go crazy over jealousy for you. you mean so so much to me. i don't think i can possibly live another day without you now. you are my life. you have my heart. my heart belongs to you. it will never change. it never did. and it never will. i promise you. i will never leave you no matter what happens. even all the arguements between us. the misunderstandings. the fights. the shouts. the screams. i guess its all normal. hahaha but i will never ever let you go. cause i did once. and i truly regreted it. leaving u breaks my heart. i need you. i can't live without you by my side. taking care of me. loving me. caring for me. feeding me when i'm sick. tucking me into bed when i'm sleepy. the smallest things u've done. i've seen them all. felt them all. this feeling i do not have with others. ur special. u mean the world to me now. so dont u ever leave me! cause i know i never will. i love you baby girl of mine. i love you now. in the past. and of course forever. i'm yours*